Monday, December 01, 2008,1:58 pm
okayokay, i realise i'm LONG overdue in doing this quiz thing. haha!
Rules and regulations:-People who were tagged, need to blog about their own 10 weird habits/little facts.
HERE!:
1. i do have a colour blindness deficiency. but i DONT see the world in black&white. please stop playing the "yiwenyiwen, what colour is this!" game (:
2. i have a great fear or needles. anything that CAN penetrate the skin -jabs, knives. they freak me out, seriously.
3. i know i'm very gentle now :D
but actually, i used to be a really violent, vulgaric bully-ish tomboy.
ask anyone from my childhood! haha. i remember i even got this boy into the hospital before :x
4. i LOVE eating spicy food. but i can't handle spicy food ):
5. i am more facinated with the simplistic minute things in life, rather than big & extravagent things.
6. i REALLY REALLY CANNOT UNDERSTAND how fads work.
why in the world did we use to type all twit and everything. (haRlOow buaiixzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz) i get goosebumps when i see them now! in the future, will we look back on proper english and laugh too ?
7. though i seem secure and jokey all the time, i actually take a long time to feel secure with people. experience tells me 2 years actually :x
8. when i PMS , i REALLY PMS. as in, reaaaaaaaaally. so i always know when i period is coming :D
9. i CANNOT multi-task. in fact, im still struggling to single-task(:
10. guess what, my fuel for life is God!
He assures me when i get insecure and self-conscious.
He overwhelms me with peace every night before i sleep.
He gives me warmth when i'm alone & scared in dark places.
He shows me joy when i see none.
He first loved me when i felt true love did not exist.
He then taught me to love others when i didn't know how.
He accepts my burdens, problems, sins, kanchiong-ness, struggles and replaces them with love, joy, assurance, security, revelation.
He touches my heart like nobody else can.
He assures me of His plan & reveals my exciting life abit at a time so i will never be bored.
He imparts not knowledge but wisdom(:
I know He's real in everything in life that appears fake.
woah, now i know what choongkai means when he said .
that it took him an hour to do this! haha.
there's like, so little yet so much to write! :D
i dont think people actually think about weird facts about themselves.
anyway, i missed the zoneD outing today):
i still have not gone to any! :x
but something super duper bagillion times exciting happened this morning!
jieru called me and said i was shortlisted for discipleship class!
weeeeeeee ~
though its not confirmed, but just to be shortlisted!
i'm so exciting, i feel so honoured! :DD
plus, i realise i've been tithing wrongly for the past few months :x
and then i thought about all the discipling stories everyone's been telling me.
valerie said there were 5 levels !
it actually scared me :x
but, leaders teaching and helping you grow!
as well as seeing others grow too!
i dont know if i can handle the AWESOME-NESS :D
Gabriel then told me he got in ! :D
so happy for him.
hahaha.
through this whole week, God really revealed what i need to work on.
discipline.
some people have it naturally.
people like qianqian, eileen.
i know that its hard for me.
i'm someone who just likes to be take things one at a time.
just be spontaneous.
but God revealed that discipline is the broom
that will sweep up and neaten the mess in my life.
discipline to study,
discipline to be decisive.
discipline in my plans.
discipline in my tithe.
discipline to fast & pray when i need to.
discipline to know when to listen and when to speak out.
i know i lack in all these, seriously.
the hardest for me is to fast.
i've always struggled in this!
but God told me thats the key to my next breakthrough.
i remember when i first told Ryan about it. (Soh) haha.
he could do it so simply!
i was quite inspired.
thats my next goal man! (:
anyway, this November has just been packed.
but i'm glad for everything that has happened.
i still have not finished 4D though ):
but this week, i felt i got to know some CG-mates better.
people like choongkai, carlo, Godric .. etc.
even people like Grace.
i never talked to them in the past.
but they're really very nice, full of nonsense sometimes.
but they're just awesome.
they're so young! but they're doing so much for Christ.
they're taking responsibility and have great visions.
they really inspire me with their faith man! :D
cannot kua them so much,
hahaha , must stay cool! :x
and Godric can impersonate me so well please!
O.O
"Therefore whoever humbles himself as this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven."
[Matthew 18:4]
okay, i know this is entirely random.
but, i suddenly really miss jianming kor.
i dont know why.
i suddenly thought back of lower secondary times.
i remember how i met him.
he was the most irritating thing, and i used to hate him so much!
i really hated him initially.
but i cant remember why, soon we got along.
haha, in basketball together.
he was the one who always, ALWAYS looked out for me.
always watched out for me, really like a big bro to me.
when i had guy problems, he also was there to slap me back into reality.
giving me advice,
i remember through the times with xh, bernard,
all the shit from secondary school.
and the good times of course
providing manpower when i needed. HAHAAH.
even with all his jokes, his making fun of cherie.
he's always there for me.
always willing to speak up for me,
to stand up for me.
i really miss having a big brother watching over my back in and out of school.
though its been AGES since i last saw him.
now that i look back.
he's really the most awesome-est big brother.
i miss all the times we just sit down and talk.
to the girl that ends up with him, please cherish him! (: hahah.
overdue photos!
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